Damn hotties:
- Heath Ledger
- Josh Hartnett
- Adam Brody
- Rupert Friend
- Terrence Howard

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288 days suckass :)

http://www.timeanddate.com/counters/customcounter.html?month=6&day=15&year=2008&hour=0&min=0&sec=0&p0=221

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i revamped my room! i don't feel like eating anything, all my yummy plans got cancelled, and i'm just thinking about how horrible this summer was, how amazing next summer will be.. :) hopefully?

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When people go forward, I like to go backwards to pick up little pieces of memories. On the way to the reality, it becomes a mishmash, and I end up regretting every moment I spent with the shitless bunch. It takes about a day to go from being in a heaven, thinking about the great memories I had in the past, to going into what's called the slumping phase, depressed about the things I could have done or things I can't do at the moment. That's me and who I am. I value the littlest things that people left in the corner of the street, what they threw away. I get hurt by the way I think, I feel loved by the blank stares. But I've learned to surround myself with the people who can embrace even the weirdest, most vulnerable part of me. I keep on searching and waiting..

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last night a DJ saved my life with a song

they made me wanna go boom boom

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L A . D O L C E . V I T A

"god designs life, but you make your own destiny"

"But he that is the greatest among you shall be your servant.
And whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abused;
and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted." - Matthew 23:11-12

The art museums in Seattle+ great music from Portland = heaven

Surrounded by the deaf, the blind, the disabled who can't even hear my voice,
see my color, and find the real person as I am, I am lost again in Wonderland.
Without a shell, facade, the masquerade,

let 'em approach me with the depth that hears and sees through the genuine me.

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